Saturday, December 26, 2009; 12:00 AM
First of all, for the ones who do read this blog about random events in my life and the random things that are on my mind...Merry Christmas. Yes. Christmas. No 'happy holidays'. (:
Speaking of Christmas, for some reason this Christmas was great, but also not great. I don't know how to explain it. It was good because for the first time, I spent it with my dad. It was also good because Chinatown was still open so I went to eat Dim Sum in the morning, then went around and shopped a little. I leave for a week tomorrow. Whoa, tomorrow?! Crap. I need to pack tomorrow. Thank God for fam, cause I didn't have a carrying case for my stuff. Getting back on topic, those were some of the good things about my Christmas Day. Bad things are...there's always so much on my mind. I hate it. I think it's all subconscious stuff since I, all of a sudden, started listening to slow jams. Next thing you know I felt so alone. But don't worry. It's just a 24 hour thing, I'll be fine. Retail therapy helps, even if it's just buying one item. (So poor -cries-). Plus, I'm waiting for my husband. (Click Me to read about it).
So, I was planning to treat myself and have a Wild Bunny Marathon. That didn't start yet. So I'm going to try and do this later today, and then mail out some special surprises. Instead of my marathon, I ended up talking to my mom about my plans for the future after teachers college. I've planned this genius idea that I can go teach English there. It's a win-win situation since I'm trying to learn Korean (so I can understand my k-dramas and my Ok Taecyeon~ <3 ^^). This is probably the most useless blog I've ever wrote. Sorry folks. I'll try again tomorrow before I leave...or while I'm there. Who knows.
P.S. I've moved on, and that was the best choice I've ever made. (:
P.S.S. Jang Geun Suk & Jung Yong Hwa are my favourite people after Taecyeon. You're Beautiful, watch it now. Gogogogogo~!
Saturday, December 19, 2009; 3:25 AM
Seriously. It's been a while, and I don't really think too much has changed. I was stupid enough to allow damage to my heart, and now I think I'm just going to stick to waiting for God to put my Husband in my life. Seriously. I've learned that there's so many things in life that are more important than a male. Sucks that there's always that one thing that hold me back from completely moving on. I hate being a girl sometimes. We're so much more emotional; weak. Is there "The One"? If so, I sure hope it's my ideal guy. Haha.
So, things that have been going on in my life since my last blog:
1. I auditioned for SM Entertainment, and JYP Entertainment. I should be hearing from them soon, but I doubt I made it. I haven't danced for two years and I'm rusty. I also made it on Global TV the day I auditioned for SM Entertainment. I danced to SNSD's Gee, and apparently I'm good when it comes to interviews. Hopefully I have a chance in the next like...2 years left before I become too old to audition. LOL.
2. I finished my first term and experience of midterms and exams! I don't think I've ever been so over worked, stressed, moody, and tired in my life! Pulling all nighters and actually studying. High school really screws you over. You're babied and forgiven when you don't have your work done, and you get used to procrastinating...then you get into university and you're screwed! In the end, I did it! I think I passed them all too! Heh. GG.
3. I started attending C4C with a friend of mine from university. That said, I've met such amazing people who are so welcoming. So welcoming that I signed up for a week trip to Winter Conference. For an expensive trip, God provided and I got myself money to go. Honestly so amazing.
4. My obsession over 2PM 1:59PM is...still the same. I love them. I love Ok Taecyeon. I miss Park JaeBeom. I have two out of three of their albums thanks to my amazing mother. I just need "The Hottest Time of the Day" and I can die happily. (Christmas is almost here. Hint hint, nudge nudge.. keke~) Through this whole 2PM love, I've met some pretty cool people. Explored K-Town for the first time with a group of strangers, ate with them, talked Korean to a waitress and fool them, and apparently I have this 'cute charm'. LOL. Who knew? With that said, those Strangers are my friends now. I'm actually going to Karaoke with them tonight. Yay!
5. I watched Ninja Assassin (Which happens to be my new favrurite movie of life). That day was also a sad day. It was a Wednesday. I noticed this guy on the subway and he seemed so familiar. I remembered that I met a guy when I went to the gym in the summer prior to University. I kept looking at him. He kept looking at me. It wasn't until he got off that he looked me in the eyes, smiled, nodded to indicate that we knew each other, and walked off the subway so coolly. So stupid. I was so scared to talk to him for two reasons: I didn't want it to be a stranger that I ended up not being him; I also couldn't approach him. I'll admit it, the guy was so good-looking. Weakness, but not really. LOL. Of course I regret it, but I'm sure (well, hope) we'll run into each other again if it's "Fate". LOLOL. I probably sound so dumb here. Guy is just a friend. (:
I should be sleeping. If I'm awake to catch the streaming of Music Bank. LOL.
P.S. I should also hit the gym. Gross. I need to be healthy...I can't even do one push up to save my life!